Friday, April 17, 2009
the world is such a small place.
i just found out a couple of mins ago,
that the son of Mrs Jeannie Hendra,
who was my sec 3 eng teacher,
is studying in not only the same sch,
and course as i,
but also in the same class!
how cool is that?!
on different side note,
sometimes i think life is sad.
especially when you make the wrong choices,
which acts as a major turning point.
like if you got into a course you dont like.
or if you got into a sexual relationship
and end up pregnant at a young age of 17. (NOT THAT I AM)
if you wonder why i'm being so melancholic,
it's cause i realise i'm very different
from the other people in my course.
i'm a taciturn type of person,
whilst the others are more convivial.
i'm serious most of the time,
whilst the others are unrestrained.
sometimes i lay in bed wondering.
did i make the right choice?
would i have been better off in Psychology?
or at least somewhere miles away
from the SP's School of CASS.
yes, as much as i'd like to live in denial,
i have to admit,
i am having trouble fitting in.
bystanders would probably not realise this,
but i dont feel a sense of affinity with these ppl.
so much for "i cant wait to make new friends in poly."
i guess you cant have your cake and eat it too?
but wait,
that doesnt make sense.
cause i didnt get into NP's Mass Comm,
which was my first choice.
so technically speaking,
i dont have my cake.
how does one eat their cake when they dont have one?
well, one way or another.
either party has to change.
and since it is highly unlikely that
my classmates will change.
i guess i will have to learn to adapt and change.
so dont be surprised to learn that i've changed
the next time you see me!
sigh, how i reminisce high school days.
recess at the cafeteria with best buds.
Bibiana's incessant burping at the table.
eating the mega-popular sliced fish noodles.
sleeping during oh-so-boring SS class.
gossiping during PE lessons instead of working out.
lamenting extra classes during graduation year.
listening to people playing Wedding March on the piano.
turning the class into an unofficial gambling den.
making the history tcher fuming mad cause we dont pay attn.
last minute cramming when didnt study for a test.
going to school early just to copy undone assignments.
mimicking how Suzie bosses us around.
eating sunflower seeds in class.
acting inconspicuous to bring soft drinks up.
Jun Kai burping vulgarities into my ear.
teasing Ding Qi with random facts.
attempting to learn the art of pen spinning from Jackson.
secretly texting one another in class.
wearing ankle socks knowing its against the rules.
avoiding DMs when we do wear them.
rushing next door to borrow textbooks when we forget to bring.
leaving school together with Camilla.
saying "Bye uncle!" to the security guards on our way out.
rushing out like hell cause Cam's gotta be home by a certain time.
all i can say is..
i sorely miss my high school friends.
SANDY.
posted - 12:02 AM
