hey all..
i'm in a dilemma again.
but this time, it's a bigger problem.

cam pmed me jst now saying she has a job offer for me.
i shallnt leak out how much pay the job offers.
but its definitely more than what im earning now.
i feel really tempted to quit my current job,
and take up her offer.
but at the same time, i'm guilt strickened.
okay, make that EXTREMLY guilt stricken.

i had previously told my boss that i would at least work for her till jan'09.
i'm currently into my second week there only.
plus she has already planned for me
to help her run her new stall at thompson plaza 11dec onwards.
wouldnt i be totally wrecking her plans if i told her i want to quit?
plus it not only makes me out to be irresponsible,
but also a person that doesnt keep to her words.
i dont want that to happen!

yet at the same time,
the higher pay offered by camilla's side.
is EXTREMELY TEMPTING.
i'm not talking about a couple tens of dollars difference,
but a few hundreds!
plus, if i accept the job offer,
i will be able to work with best friend camilla!
furthermore, the new job offer is a clerical one.
which spells...
a higher pay (MOST IMPORTANT).
regular 9am-6pm working hours.
a 5 work day week.
less tedious work.
and more computer typing/photocopying assignments.
which i'm most adept at!

however, there is a small percentage that we will not get accepted.
though cam did mention,
that the possibility of getting accepted is rather high.
but i dont want to throw away my current job,
and find out later that i didnt get accepted for the new one!

most of you guys will tell me to keep my current job first,
and still apply for the new job offer.
so even if i dont get selected,
i will still have my current job right?
but the problem is.
i have to give an advanced notice of at least 2weeks,
if i want to quit at my current job.
i'm not sure if the new job employer
wants people that can start work immediately or not.
cam hasnt gotten back to me yet.
but most employers want people who can do so. :(

sigh... as the saying goes...
"you cant have your cake, and eat it too."
well, that totally sucks.
cause now i seriously cant make up my mind.
to quit, or not to quit?
that is the question.

SANDY.

posted - 12:51 AM